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Jon Silkin: Deeply Gone

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And dragging their shining skins

Across the beach of straddling sands and sea wrack

Scores of them on the high moon night

Came out of the sea.

 

The black sea, with black skins,

Across the silent beach. And from each skin

A naked one diffused with my sight

Their silver flesh.

 

Scores of them silently

Come from the dripping sea. The seals singing,

Incanting, and each one a naked one

A silver naked one.

 

And among them as I watched

Behind a lusting fat old bush, a girl

Slim as chromium, precious as sight,

Stepped from her seal´s

 

Form and her seal´s song. And

The old bush shook and I shook watching her

While the moon watched us all. And as soon

As she came near to me

 

I leapt out at her: I leapt out.

And “You´re mine” I said. “Mine.” She laughed, she struggled

While I held to her. “Mine” I said with

Chromium in my mouth

 

And silver in my eyes. “Let me”

She said. “Let me go back to the sea. Once”. And

I laughed. “Not me” I said

“Once gone, gone” I said.

 

And I carried her back

Through the silent cobbled town and away from the shaking

Bush and the seal skins and

The seal´s songs. I hardly

 

Could wait, carrying her,

I could hardly wait. I just ran back

With her laughing like silver in my eyes

And her words running

 

Through my ears like lust,

The moon raking the fire in me. And she laughed

As I brought her home. “I´ll never stay”

She said “Never stay”.

 

“Tomorrow I´ll be back.

Tomorrow I´ll be back with the seals and the sea.

I won´t be here tomorrow and I won´t stay.

I´ll be gone.”

 

“Back with the seals and the singing,

Back to the sea and the swing of the sea and the edge

Of the black shining world. You´ll see.”

She said.

 

“Will I”, I said. “We´ll see.”

And she laughed. But she never saw

Where I hid her skin. “Marry me”

I said, holding her skin, “Marry me”.

 

And I laughed. “Marry me”, I said.

“You´ll never find your skin, your seals, your sea.

“Marry me”, I said. “Forget the black

Shining edge of the world”

 

“And the shaking fat old bush.

Marry me.” And she did. And I laughed. And I laughed.

And I laughed louder than anyone, I laughed

Louder than her sighing.

 

Louder than the bell´s cries and

The wind´scries, louder than my heart beating.

And we married and we married again in my bed

And I laughed.

 

“You´ll see,” I said,

Hiding her skin in a different place at the time

Of the full high moon at the time

Of the yearning bell

 

The sea´s bell and the seal´s

Bell. “You´ll stay her till we die,” I said, hiding

her seal´s skin. “You´ re with child as well.”

And she bore me

 

Three wide-eyed boys

Without seal´s skins, and without seal´s songs. And I laughed

“You´ll stay here till we die,”

I said.

 

And I laughed. ” Never mind,”

I said, hiding her skin.

 

I put it under the stone of the fifth rock

The night I laughed like storm. The town shook

 

And the bells shook and I shook

But “Where´s my skin?” she said. Under the fifth rock, I thought.

 

But you´ll never see that, I thought. Never that.

And I went to the fifth rock just to make sure

 

At the time of the high moon and quivering fat old bush

To make sure, I thought. Just to make sure.

 

I went to the fifth rock just to make sure. I tell you

It was gone. “It´s gone,” I shouted,

 

“At the time of the high moon and the seal´s song,

The black shining edge of the world and the sea´s song.”

 

“It´s gone,” I said. “It´s gone” I shouted. “It´s gone.”

And I ran past the world and the shining black edge, I ran

 

Past the five rocks at the time of the high full moon

With her skin gone. Her gone. “Her gone. Gone.” I cried.

 

“I was very happy,” her note ran.

But I´ll never see you again, I thought.

 

 

 



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