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Glad at being in company, the boy sat down 
upon the grass, and went on with his story. — 
" I crawled home as well as I could, and went 
to bed. When I was falling asleep I had the 
same feeling I had when sitting over the rock. 
I dared not lie in bed any longer ; for I couldn't 
keep awake while there. Glad was I when 
the day broke, and I saw a neighbour open his 
door, and come out. I was not well all day ; 
and I tried to think myself more ill than I was, 
because I somehow thought that then I needn't 
go to the wood. But the next day He was not 
to be put off; and I went, though I cried and 
prayed all the way that I might not be made to 
go. But I could not stop till I had got over all 
the hill, and reached the sand round the wood. 
When I put my foot on it, all the joints in me 
jerked as if going out of place ; so that I cried 
out with the pain. When I came under the 
trees, there was a noise, and shadows all round 
me. My hair stood on end, and my eyes kept 
glimmering; yet I couldn't go back. I went 
on till I found a crow's nest. I climbed the tree, 
and took out the eggs. The old crow kept flying 
round and round me. As soon as I felt the eggs 
in my hand, and my work done, I dropped from 
the tree, and ran for the hollow. How it was I 
can't tell, but it seemed to me I didn't gain a 
foot of ground, — it was just as if the whole wood 
went with me. Then I thought He had me his. 
The ground began to bend and the trees to move. 
At last I was nigh blind. I struck against one 
tree and another till I fell to the ground. How 
long I lay there I can't tell ; but when I came 
to, I was on the sand, the sun blazing hot upon 
me, and my skin scorched up. I was so stiff, 
and ached so, I could hardly stand upright. I 
didn't feel or think any thing after this; and 
hardly knew where I was, till somebody came 
and touched me, and asked me whether I was 
walking in my sleep ; and I looked up, and found 
myself close home. 

" The boys began to gather round, as if I were 
something strange ; and when I looked at them, 
they would move back from me.—  `What have 
you been doing Abel ?' one of them asked me, 
at last. —  `No good, I warrant you,' answered 
another who stood back of me ; and when I 
turned round to speak to him he drew behind 
the others as if afraid I should harm him, — and 
I was too weak and frightened to hurt a fly. — 
' See his hands ; they are stained all over. And 
there's a crow's egg, as I'm alive,' said another. 

`And the crow is the Devil's bird, Tom, isn't 

it?´ asked a little boy. `O, Abel, you've been 
to that wood, and made yourself over.'— They 
moved off one after another, every now and then 
turning round and looking at me as if I were 
cursed. After this they would not speak to me, 
nor come nigh me. I heard people talking, and 
saw them going about, but not one of them all 
could I speak to, or get to come near me ; it was 
dreadful, being so alone ! I met a boy that used 
to be with me all day long ; and I begged him 
not to go off from me so, and to stop, if it wore 
only for a moment.  'You played with me 
once,' said I, ' and won't you so much as look 
at me, or ask me how I am when I am so weak 
and ill, too ?' Ho began to hang back a little, 
and I thought, from his face, that he pitied me. 
I could have cried for joy; and was going up to 
him, but he turned away. I called out after 
him, telling him that I would not so much as 
touch him with my finger, or come any nigher 
to him, if he would only stop and speak one 
word to me; but he went away shaking his 
head, and muttering something, I hardly knew 
what, how that I did not belong to them, but 
was the Evil One's now. I sat down on a stone 
and cried, and wished that I was dead ; for I 
couldn't help it, though it was wicked in me to 
do so." 

" And is there no one," asked Paul, who will 
notice you, or speak to you ? Do you live so 
alone now ?" It made his heart ache to look 
down upon the pining, forlorn creature before 
him. 

"Not a soul," whined out the boy. "My 
Grandmother is dead now ; and only the gentle- 
folks give me any thing ; for they don't seem 
afraid of me, though they look as if they didn't 
like me, and wanted me gone. All I can, I get 
to eat in the woods, and beg out of the village. 
But I dare not go far, because I don't know 
when He will want me. But I am not alone ; 
He's with me day and night. As I go along the 
street in the day time, I feel Him near me, though 
I can't see Him ; and it is as if He were speaking 
to me, and yet I don't hear any words. He 
makes me follow Him to that wood, and I have 
to sit the whole day where you found me ; and 
I dare not complain nor move, till I feel He will 
let me go. I've looked at the pines, sometimes, 
till I've seen as many spirits moving amongst 
them, as there are trees — O, 'tis an awful place,— 
they breathe cold upon me when He makes me 
go there." 
" Poor wretch," said Paul. I'm weak and hungry," said the boy, " and 
yet when I try to eat, something chokes me; 
I don't love what I eat." 
" Come along with me," said Paul, " and you 
shall have something to nourish and warm you ; 
for you are pale, and shiver and look cold here 
in the sun." 

The boy looked up at Paul, and the tears 
rolled down his cheeks, at hearing one speak so 
kindly to him. He got up, and followed meekly 
after, to the house. 

Paul seeing a servant in the yard, ordered 
the boy something to eat. The man cast his 
eye upon Abel, and then looked at Paul as if he 
had not understood him. —  „I spoke distinctly 
enough;" said Paul, " and don't you see that the 
boy is nigh starved ?" — The man gave a myste- 
rious look at both of them, and with a shake of 
his head, as he turned away, went to do as he 
was bid. 

" What means the fellow ?" said Paul to him- 
self, as he entered the house. " Does he take 
me to be bound to Satan, too ? Yet there may 
be bonds upon the soul, 'though we know it not ; 
and evil spirits at work within us of which we 
little dream. And are there no beings but those 
seen of mortal eye, or felt by mortal touch? 
Are there not passing in and round this piece of 
moving mould, in which the spirit is pent up, 
those that it hears not, and has no finer sense 
whereby to commune with them ? Are all the 
instant joys that come and go, we know not 
whence nor whither, but creations of the mind ; 
or are they not bright and heavenly messengers, 
which, when this dull form drops off, and the 
spirit is set free, 'twill see in all their beauty, 
and drink in of their sweet sounds? O, yes, it 
is so ; and all around us is populous with joyous 
beings, invisible to us as the air." 


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