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This pent atmosphere has overcome him,' 
said Mr. Waring, "he's unused to it" And 
turned Paul, to lead him into the open air. 
He looked at him once more, as if to ask what 
he was doing, and then suffered himself to be led 
out of the room. He took, without seeming 
conscious of it, what Mr. Waring gave him ; and 
 was walked to an outer door. 
This night air's cold," said Paul, shuddering. 
Cold ?" asked the old gentleman, surprised,. 
He felt of Paul's hand and forehead ; it was like 
touching the dead. 

You're ill, quite ill, Mr. Felton ; you must 
go home. Let me find Esther." 
I've found her out before you, old man.— 
Her," said he, in an eager whisper, seizing Mr. 
Waring by the arm, and looking close in his 
eye, " the net's nigh set that's to catch that bird; 
would you scare her away ?" 
'This will never do ; you must go with me 
now. Your situation is worse than you are 
aware of." 


"No, in faith, it is not,'  said Paul bitterly. 
" It was, but I know the worst now.— Let's to 
the room ;" said he quickly, " the fit's over, and 
I'm well again." Not well I fear," said Mr. Waring. 
" Yes, quite well, mind and body both ;" re- 
plied Paul, drawing himself up briskly and rub- 
ing his hands together hard, "and I'm calm, 
perfectly calm." He turned, and leaving the old 
gentleman at the door, walked into the room as 
composedly as if nothing had happened. Those 
who had seen him, supposed that the close, hot 
air had oppressed his brain, and thought nothing 
more of the matter. Mr. Waring remembered 
his mysterious words, and was alarmed ; for he 
had some little insight into the structure of Paul's 
mind. 

Esther had mingled with the crowd' at a 
distant part of the room ; but Paul soon discov- 
ered where she was ; for she was carrying on a 
brisk conversation with those round her. He 
drew near enough to hear her gay laugh, and 
the bandying of smart and pleasant sayings from 
one to another. Other thoughts and feelings 
filled Paul's soul. He stood amidst all the light 
and rattle like some black, solid body that noth- 
ing penetrated. Mysterious shapes, which told 
him in part of something dreadful, were wander- 
ing through his mind with a fearful, shadow- 
like stillness— the scene directly before him 
seemed set off at an infinite distance ; and his 
lonely soul held its own musings, known to none 
earth. Can we love," said he to himself, " and one 
sad, and yet no secret sympathy tell the other 
of it ? Were Esther cast down, though I saw her 
light, the spirits that are about us, and know 
what's in our hearts, would whisper it to me. — 
Idiot ! boy ! Talk I of love ? Is not her heart 
another's ? Ere I knew her, 'twas his. In 
mind — in mind she's his now — at this instant."He darted from the place he was in, and 
taking his stand just outside the circle, and oppo- 
site Esther, stood watching her, without being 
seen, Frank was by her side, playing with her 
chin. " What, so constant !" said Paul to himself. 
Could not the seas nor travel cure you ! But 
I have that that will. Yet ye're a faithful pair ; 
end it would break two loving hearts. No, no, 
I´ll not be cruel. Why talk I of you, ye cox- 
comb?— What are you to me? 'Tis she, 'tis 
she ; and I'll see what's in that heart, though I 
tear it from her." 

" And where's Mr. Felton to-night, that he's 
not with us?" asked one.— "O, at home, no 
doubt," answered a peevish maiden. ' He loves 
no plays, as thou dost, Antony,' " said she mali- 
ciously, looking first at Frank and then at 
Esther. Esther could not but observe her very 
significant manner ; and innocent as her heart 
was of all improper thoughts, she felt pained and 
embarrassed. Paul watched the changes of her 
countenance. "And is her name so stale 
already?" said he to himself. "Do they tell 
her to her very teeth that she's a — ?"— 
There was a short pause. Esther was looking 
beyond the circle to relieve herself of the sight 
of those immediately about her, when her eyes 
suddenly met those of Paul, which were fixed 
on her with a deadly look. She started back 
with a shriek. There was a general alarm, and 
Paul pressed in towards her.—" What's the  
matter, what was it?" cried they all at once. 
"I know not," said Esther, trying to recover 
herself a little. " 'Twas a — a spider, I believe." 

" Ugly things those," muttered Paul to her in 
an under tone, as he half supported her, — " that 
lie hid in corners with meshes spread for silly 
flies. Beware, for they draw the blood, and 
have their prey hanging for the common eye," 
Esther shuddered at his words, as she heard 
his breath come hard from suppressed passion. 
She nearly sank to the floor, confounded, morti- 
fied and afraid. Never had Paul looked on her 
so before. She had seen hate, and revenge, and 
triumph in his eye. Then, lest those about her 
should suppose the consciousness of detected, 
guilty thoughts had overcome her — it was more 
than she could bear.— „ I'm ill. O, take me 
away," she cried in an imploring tone. Frank 
came eagerly forward. "Not you, not you," 
she said impatiently, waving him back, while 
Paul supported her in his arms, his eyes resting 
on her pale, sorrowful countenance. 
" Where's my child," cried her father, rushing 
forward, as Paul was bearing her to their car- 
riage. 

" Safe, with her husband," answered Paul, in 
a steady but gentle voice. The old gentleman 
looked up at him, and saw a tear in his large, 
dark eye. Taking out his cloak, Paul wrapt it 
irefully about Esther, and placed her in the 
carriage. 

"Will you go with us, Sir?" said Paul, 
respectfully. Mr. Waring put his foot upon the 
step.—" I had better not,“ thought he, and drew 
back. Esther observed her father's hesitation; 
and putting out her hand to him, said, with a 
forced smile, " I shall be quite well presently. 
Good night, Sir." 


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