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Scarcely considering whither he was going, 
he was in an instant before the folding doors of 
the hall. Coming out of the quiet and the dim 
light, the flare of the lamps, the whirl and con- 
fused motions, and the babel sounds of a ball- 
room, breaking suddenly upon him, blinded and 
confounded him. He pressed his brows hard 
together to recover his senses a little, and then 
entered the room. One who is unused to such 
scenes can scarcely tell his familiar acquaintances 
at first. Paul was in eager search of one, as he 
passed round the room close to the wall. He 
had just gone by without discovering her, when 
a well-known laugh, though louder than usual, 
made him suddenly stop. As he turned, Esther 
sprang forward in the dance as if going up into 
the air. A bright smile, full of pleasure, was 
in her face, as she gave Frank both her hands ; 
and as they bounded swiftly by Paul, without 
perceiving him, he saw the warm glow upon her 
cheek, her eyes turned a little upward, suffused 
and sparkling; her dark, floating curls rising, then 
just touching her snowy forehead, then lifted 
with the motion again, her bosom tinged with a 
delicate tint, and moving with a fluttering beat Heaven and hell!" said he to himself, "ye 
work side by side in this world, though with 
opposite intent." Every nerve in his body 
seemed to shoot and burn with electric fire. It 
passed off, and a sudden weak, sick feeling fol- 
lowed it, that he could scarcely stand. A cold 
damp stood on his pale brow and trembling 
hands. He drew behind a couple of gentlemen, 
who were talking together, looking on the dance, 
and leaned against the wall. For a while he 
dared not look up ; nor did he hear any sound 
till the conversation of the gentlemen suddenly 
drew his attention. What an exquisite figure, and how pliable 
and graceful," said one. "Every limb seems full 
of life." Yes," said the other, "and how sinuous the 
motions ; they run into each other like the swells 
of the sea. Oh, she's a very Perdita in the 
dance. And Frank was an elegant looking 
fellow before he went away, yet travel has im- 
proved him wonderfully. I would bet my head 
on't, that she is sighing this moment at thinking 
she said him nay, or had not waited to see him 
what he is now, that she might to-night unsay 
it again.'  

" Then she is a betrothed damsel, ha ? Poor 
girl, that she should be in such haste. I warrant 
ye, this dancing partnership will put thoughts 
into her head which a lover would hardly like 
finding there. It will be well for her by and by 
if she doesn't talk in her sleep." 
" If she can't teach her tongue silence then, 
'tis a gone case with her already, for she was 
married long ago." 
"And what gallant knight won her? He 
must keep watch and ward, for in faith I'm half 
a mind to make off with her myself, could I 
bring her to it." No hard matter that, if report speaks her 
Lord truly. 'Tis a sort of Vulcan and Venus 
match, I'm told, and that he looks as black as if 
just out of a smithy; and is glum, and says 
nothing. By all accounts, they are dead oppo- 
sites in mind and body. She'll be on the wing 
all night, I vouch for it, and make up for the 
last month's caging." Poor girl, I pity her. But how could she 
find it in her heart to refuse Ridgley ? I should 
have thought that for a man like him, one 
asking would have been enough, any where." 

" Why, lord, she no more meant it, than she 
did to die a maid. The blockhead might have 
known she was a coquette, as everyone else did 
and that she was but teazing him. One with 
half an eye might have seen what a favourite he 
was with her. Why, she would have gone to 
church barefoot rather than not have had him. 
The fool took her in earnest, and went upon his 
travels, and she married to vex him. Silly things. 
Unless she wears the widow's stole they may pin 
their hearts out now— or else the stars must wink 
at it. But come away, I'll look no longer, lest I
covet my neighbour's wife." — And off they
moved, arm in arm, casting their eyes back upon 
Esther as they went. 

Every word they uttered entered Paul's soul. 
His brain felt to him tightened and hardened 
like sinews, with the dreadful thoughts that rose 
in his mind. In a moment, all the misgiving 
and surmises of his doubting and gloomy soul 
on which, till now, he scarcely dared send 
glance, were turned to certainties ; and his eyes 
fastened on them as if held by some charm. He 
pressed with his back against the wall with a 
look of horror ; and with fixed glaring eyes, as 
if crowds of spectres were rising up before him; 
and his hair stood up as if life were in it. Those 
near him observed his strange appearance, and 
drew softly back, looking at him and then at 
each other in silence, as if in wonder and fear at 
what they saw. He took no notice of what was 
passing, but seemed to be gazing on something 
terrible which none but he saw. The dancing 
had stopped, and a mysterious silence spread like 
a shadow over all that part of the room. Esther 
spoke in a clear, guy tone to some one by her. 
The sound struck his ear ; he gave a leap for- 
ward, his eye still fixed on the floor. — "Ha! 
are ye there ?" muttered he. — Presently a change 
seemed taking place in his mind, and he looked 
round him as if asking where he was. 

Mr. Waring, who observed something unusual
had happened, went that way, and found Paul 
standing alone, his eye dull and wandering, his 
whole frame trembling, his lips livid, and the 
sweat standing in big drops on his broad, pale 
forehead. Seizing Paul by the arm, as he called 
him by name, and shaking him to rouse him, 
Paul started, giving the old gentleman a look of 
amazement. — " What mean ye, what's the mat- 
ter that you handle me thus? Ha, ha,— I did 
know you, old man. Your daughter's fair 
honest, is she not ; and loves her husband 
ah, truly, does she not? for she herself 
told him so.“ 


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